After doing 2 years of work of changing my relationship with money, getting myself out of a bad financial situation and saving tens of thousands of dollars, there were still some ways that I felt stuck.
I wasn’t consistently (or easily) earning money in the way that set my soul on fire (despite trying). 😞
I was tirelessly working on my ‘dream’, yet not getting very far with it.
And you know what, sometimes I was getting far with my vision, but I didn’t feel like it so I’d always eventually end up sabotaging my way back to where I started - driven by a sense of not feeling good enough despite my achievements.
I constantly came up against self-doubt that it made doing the work I loved very difficult.
At times I felt massively motivated but most of the time I felt totally lost and confused - always looking outside of myself for the answer on how to fix this problem.
I felt alone, afraid of being stuck here forever and like I must be the only one that struggled with growing my earnings from my purpose work and owning it.
The truth was, I was terrified that I didn’t have it in me to create the deeply fulfilling, impactful career and income that I dreamed of.
I was really terrified that I didn’t really have innate gifts, talents and abilities and that my visions were a pipe dream.
(Can you relate??)